


after school, went shopping. went to eat at pizza hut. and jul trying to be artistic took a really nice picture. she said there's no effect added to the picture. cool ah. we saw jerome on sunday in the train. then we saw him again at tm and in pizza hut. hey we're not following ppl okay. haha. after hanging out at tampines. we went to pasir ris library to borrow books. you gonna faint seeing jul reading a book. chapter one first page. read then proceed to next page then need page. second time saw her reading the book she restart from the first page. i saw her reading for about five times. and everytime she'll start from the first page. when is she gonna finish reading one book? the book i borrowed STINK! last friday went to stay over at jul's house. next day rushed home to get my clothes and evrything. went to clarke quay central for a swim with jul and melissa. the bubble bubble thing at the jacuzzi wasnt working when we're there. when we're leaving for lunch. we saw kids at the jacuzzi area and the bubbly thingy was working. arghh. the steam room wasnt working as well. everything's out of order. im gonna go there again making sure everything's working when im there. haha.
i wait forever?
i just came back from jogging alone but with my music. im good enough to tell my mum that i score really bad for my exams, all the results are either just pass of fail. i seriously dont know how to talk to her. i always find it so hard to talk to her. im crying so badly now! cant she just understand me? even without her telling me to study, i take the initiative to study. i've got no tuition, i dont wanna have tuition, i think i can cope. now she's like saying so much. that's not the point what. i thought she would say some encouraging stuff. and now she's like saying she worked so hard to give me money buy things. have she ever have a single thought for me? how i cope with my studies, studying by my own. all my brothers dont even help me. third brother, havent even ask, he'll say dont now. im really sad that i scored so badly, it's not what i want what. it's not like i cry over my bad results coz im going to study hard for my exams during this june holidays. i want to get better results for my EOY. so hard so hard so hard. sometimes i dont know how to say it in chinese, but hav no choice to just say it in english and she dont understand. all she know is to go on and on with whatever she wants to say. link everything up and say it together. i want to sleep early, but i have to study. i know its kind of last minute but at least i took the effort to study. i really dont want to go for band. but we have to practice for national day thingy. sometimes i just think band is taking so much of our time. okay fine, maybe coz im not so interested in band. i might offend a lot of band members by saying this. you know how tiring it is to sit there and practice for a few hours. and just cant get the fingering fast and correct. ppl have to go to you and say. lipeng practice hard! i hope im someone's fast. so within a short period of time i can do it well. have you parents come to me and ask about my studies, like, daughter how's your studies, do you need any help. i do all the studying by myself okay. i dont know i asked my leaders, friends, teachers. brothers dont even help me! i dont blame them if they dont know coz my firts and second bro din really have a good schools days. he fought, got suspended, scolded teachers... but for my third brother. have he ever taught me anything? want to ask him question, he DONT WANT TO TEACH!